I'm not myself for awhile. I'm feeling very down. Partially is because of our lives had changed bah.
Hubby has been coming home late every day. He can come back as late as 12am or 3am in the morning. He say its for his work but I feel like he doesn't want to see me at all. And i even feel that maybe he had an affair.
Like last friday he bring me out to karaok with his ex-colleagues. But he abandon me and was on the line most of the time. When i went to look for him and seated down to accompany him to finish his call, he keep pushing me away and even tell me off after that.
I'm so negative. And just now hub told me that my mil yesterday took a cab and the cab was involved in an accident. But luckily she is safe and sound but just feeling shock. So hub told me that this sunday have to go back to visit her. I asked hub where does he get the information from, he told me that it was mil who msg him. Then i don't know what get into me and i told him that since she msg him then he can visit her himself.
I'm worried about her too but i don't know why i'm behaving in such a way. Am i in depression?
Wedding Photos
Nov 20, 2009
Nov 3, 2009
3 Days Course
I'm on course for 3 Days at Amara Hotel. Attending the 2007 MS word course. Today is my second day. So far its great to be here as the lecturer is a funny guy whom keep joking with us. And it doesnt bored us down.
Its totally different from my upgrading course, as the lecturer keep scolding us and even look down on me. Just because she saw what car we r driving. She can't even remember my name in from the whole class. She speaks sarcastically too. I just hope i can just pass her module and don't have to see her again. I just hate her and i don't understand why should i spend money on the school fees when the lecturer is such a person. I also hope the next module lecturer will be better than her.
Its totally different from my upgrading course, as the lecturer keep scolding us and even look down on me. Just because she saw what car we r driving. She can't even remember my name in from the whole class. She speaks sarcastically too. I just hope i can just pass her module and don't have to see her again. I just hate her and i don't understand why should i spend money on the school fees when the lecturer is such a person. I also hope the next module lecturer will be better than her.
Oct 28, 2009
Lately...
I wasn't happy with my hub. I feel that I'm not important in his heart at all. He is always doing his own stuff like repair his car. Everytime he talk to me is only about his car. And he is very calculative towards me.
Last weekend i asked him to pay for tut's grooming as i'll pay for the dinner for my dad's birthday celebration. He then tell me that why should he pay for grooming when i didnt even pay for his fish food. I was furious, As and when i went marketing i'll help him to buy prawns or pay for the fish food when he doesnt have cash with him. And i even pay for few times for the fishes. He then say split the cost, I ask him why must he be so calculative?
He even dare to say that I'm more calculative. What the heck!!! If i'm calculative i wont have shared the cost of those loans, bills and his car thing with him. Just only pay for our dogs grooming he talk to me in such way. Can't he think properly that he was the one who wanted tuts and tell me that he will clean her n take care of her and i don't have to do anything for her. But ended up I'm doing all these and even pay for her stuff. I keep quiet but i don't have much cash with me as I didnt get to enjoy the same amount of expenses like him for monthly.
I also keep quiet le. What else he want me to do? I really don't know how to live with him. haiz.. help me please, if anyone can.
Last weekend i asked him to pay for tut's grooming as i'll pay for the dinner for my dad's birthday celebration. He then tell me that why should he pay for grooming when i didnt even pay for his fish food. I was furious, As and when i went marketing i'll help him to buy prawns or pay for the fish food when he doesnt have cash with him. And i even pay for few times for the fishes. He then say split the cost, I ask him why must he be so calculative?
He even dare to say that I'm more calculative. What the heck!!! If i'm calculative i wont have shared the cost of those loans, bills and his car thing with him. Just only pay for our dogs grooming he talk to me in such way. Can't he think properly that he was the one who wanted tuts and tell me that he will clean her n take care of her and i don't have to do anything for her. But ended up I'm doing all these and even pay for her stuff. I keep quiet but i don't have much cash with me as I didnt get to enjoy the same amount of expenses like him for monthly.
I also keep quiet le. What else he want me to do? I really don't know how to live with him. haiz.. help me please, if anyone can.
Oct 21, 2009
Dreams
Haven been sleeping well for few nights. I keep having dreams and which makes me very sleepy on the next day.
Last night the dream was even weird, i dreamt that I gave birth to triplets. What does this means leh? This morning when hub woke up, he asked me why i keep kicking him in the night. Seriously I didnt know at all, maybe its due to the dream that I was in labour bah. that's why he get the kicking. haha..
I hope this dream wont come true, cause i never thought of having triplets at 1 time.
Last night the dream was even weird, i dreamt that I gave birth to triplets. What does this means leh? This morning when hub woke up, he asked me why i keep kicking him in the night. Seriously I didnt know at all, maybe its due to the dream that I was in labour bah. that's why he get the kicking. haha..
I hope this dream wont come true, cause i never thought of having triplets at 1 time.
Sep 28, 2009
Boring
Hi, I've been missing for some time now. Due to my exams and work i really can't find a time for me to sit down and update on my blog.
Nothing much, life is still the same for both of us. We are both busy with our own stuff. But still try to find some dating time. We nearly get into a fight few times, lucky it did not happen. :)
*Update*
Grand-uncle passed away on 18 Sep'09, I attended the wake. (Grand-uncle, please rest in peace).
Hub removed his wisdom tooth on 19 Sep'09. He didnt feel much pain at all. :) Brought my nephew with us. He enjoyed our accompany and he is behaving very well.
2 exam paper last week, I hope I can passed this 2 subject (understanding meeting and Audio transcription).
Took my nephew and niece to CWP with my mum, bro, sil and the maid. Both little ones are very happy to be out of the house. Around 5pm+ hub and i bring my nephew to my place as mum need to do some marketing while bro and sil need to buy milk powder.
Once reached our home, i bring my nephew to wash his hands and feet then pat him to take a nap. I prepared him pork porridge, he finish 2 bowls of it. He keep saying 'gugu cook'. I then asked him whether is it nicer or the maid's porridge nicer, he reply 'gugu' (a happy aunty here). After his meal i bath him and call my bro to pick him up from our place. He was again behaving very well.
Today my new module starts, gosh!! another module = another stress. Haha..
Nothing much, life is still the same for both of us. We are both busy with our own stuff. But still try to find some dating time. We nearly get into a fight few times, lucky it did not happen. :)
*Update*
Grand-uncle passed away on 18 Sep'09, I attended the wake. (Grand-uncle, please rest in peace).
Hub removed his wisdom tooth on 19 Sep'09. He didnt feel much pain at all. :) Brought my nephew with us. He enjoyed our accompany and he is behaving very well.
2 exam paper last week, I hope I can passed this 2 subject (understanding meeting and Audio transcription).
Took my nephew and niece to CWP with my mum, bro, sil and the maid. Both little ones are very happy to be out of the house. Around 5pm+ hub and i bring my nephew to my place as mum need to do some marketing while bro and sil need to buy milk powder.
Once reached our home, i bring my nephew to wash his hands and feet then pat him to take a nap. I prepared him pork porridge, he finish 2 bowls of it. He keep saying 'gugu cook'. I then asked him whether is it nicer or the maid's porridge nicer, he reply 'gugu' (a happy aunty here). After his meal i bath him and call my bro to pick him up from our place. He was again behaving very well.
Today my new module starts, gosh!! another module = another stress. Haha..
Sep 9, 2009
090909
Today's date is 09-09-09. Special date isnt it?
Well. nothing special for me as I'm busy like mad as my colleague is down with her kidney dialaysis. I got no choice but to take over all her work now. I also have to revise my studies as my exam is coming in 22 and 24 Sept, hope i can pass with flying colours.
With all these, it really make me v.tired everyday after work.
I hope i'll have time to catch up again. Btw, i've gotten my iphone still in the process of learning the new features.
Bye & take care!
Well. nothing special for me as I'm busy like mad as my colleague is down with her kidney dialaysis. I got no choice but to take over all her work now. I also have to revise my studies as my exam is coming in 22 and 24 Sept, hope i can pass with flying colours.
With all these, it really make me v.tired everyday after work.
I hope i'll have time to catch up again. Btw, i've gotten my iphone still in the process of learning the new features.
Bye & take care!
Sep 3, 2009
A Call from XXX Service Provider
Yesterday morning i received a call from XXX customer service personnel. Whom was off on tuesday. He explain to me that he was on MC that day and apologies for not able to get back to me. He also tell me that he will help me to check on the status and will get back to me by the day itself.
In the noon he called me and tell me that due to my late selection of the preferred location of the shop, I'll have to wait for the next slot of issuing of the iphone. I was upset, I told him that it was them whom missed out me in the mass emailing and if i didnt call and ask i wouldn't have know that I start to select my preferred location. He was helpful that he say he will finish his work at 5.30pm but will try to speak to his manager about it and he keep apologising to me and tell me to wait for his call.
About 5.30+pm he called me and tell me its a bad news as the management say the same thing as the XXX shop. I get angry and tell him off that the management shouldn't act in such a way, they should try to help and the day before I get blame for nothing by his colleague for not purchasing online. I told him that since there is no way they can help me and their service are so bad, I will write in to make a complain against them. He keep apologising to me and talk nicely to me, he make me feel bad for telling him off but the waiting really make me very frustrated and I myself have to keep calling to check on the updates and do the selection as they missed me out for the email and even the details that given to me was not clear at all.
After awhile later, i received a call from XXX again. This time is a lady manager, she sound very nice to me and talk nicely to me. She asked me what can she do to help me and getting some feedback from me. So i repeat my problem again to her, she was replying my frustration and she is feeling for me. She say she will look into it on the lady CSO that was rude to me and she gave me an offer as a good gesture for my unhappiness and trouble with it. She make me feel that XXX really want me to be their customer which I previous don't feel it at all especially with tat lady CSO. But i still feel that I got to consider either to wait patiently for the phone to arrive as currently there is no stock available or continue with my plan with my current service provider (they give me a good deal to get a new handset).
After all I would like to thanks the 2 person from XXX company for helping me to ease my frustruction. 1st is the guy CSO and the other will be the lady manager.
In the noon he called me and tell me that due to my late selection of the preferred location of the shop, I'll have to wait for the next slot of issuing of the iphone. I was upset, I told him that it was them whom missed out me in the mass emailing and if i didnt call and ask i wouldn't have know that I start to select my preferred location. He was helpful that he say he will finish his work at 5.30pm but will try to speak to his manager about it and he keep apologising to me and tell me to wait for his call.
About 5.30+pm he called me and tell me its a bad news as the management say the same thing as the XXX shop. I get angry and tell him off that the management shouldn't act in such a way, they should try to help and the day before I get blame for nothing by his colleague for not purchasing online. I told him that since there is no way they can help me and their service are so bad, I will write in to make a complain against them. He keep apologising to me and talk nicely to me, he make me feel bad for telling him off but the waiting really make me very frustrated and I myself have to keep calling to check on the updates and do the selection as they missed me out for the email and even the details that given to me was not clear at all.
After awhile later, i received a call from XXX again. This time is a lady manager, she sound very nice to me and talk nicely to me. She asked me what can she do to help me and getting some feedback from me. So i repeat my problem again to her, she was replying my frustration and she is feeling for me. She say she will look into it on the lady CSO that was rude to me and she gave me an offer as a good gesture for my unhappiness and trouble with it. She make me feel that XXX really want me to be their customer which I previous don't feel it at all especially with tat lady CSO. But i still feel that I got to consider either to wait patiently for the phone to arrive as currently there is no stock available or continue with my plan with my current service provider (they give me a good deal to get a new handset).
After all I would like to thanks the 2 person from XXX company for helping me to ease my frustruction. 1st is the guy CSO and the other will be the lady manager.
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